is this what i really want??

july 17, 2008 [inside my apartment while reviewing]

 darn!! im all alone in this four walled studio type apartment..im studying my lessons but i can’t help but cry..i feel left alone here..i dont have someone to talk to..i dont know who my neighbors are..its hard to trust someone that i dont know..so i dont go out in my apartment..all i do is talk to God..and ask His guidance and a company me while im alone here reviewing my lessons and crying..its really hard to be alone..you cant see your family..you cant talk to them..and they are too far..im trying to convince myself that what im doing is for my family and for myself too..and this is what i want when im still with my family..i guess i need to continue what i started and just go with the flow..and that is to finish my studies here..yeah maybe i’ll do what my heart says..fulfill my dreams and show to them that they’re wrong..anyway God is with me everytime i feel weak and alone..He sits beside me..and im thankful that He’s with me..

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hey there!! how is you?? me im not so fine..im not feeling well..why?? last week we took our preliminary exams..i studied my lessons the whole week..i slept so late but woke up early..then i dont eat at the right time..i guess this is what i got after doing my responsibilities as a student..though im happy because im positive that i can pass all my subjects..anyway i can rest my mind now after reviewing my lessons..

by the way..my birthday is coming..ahahaha..i need to treat myself..can you suggest?? shopping?? body massage?? visit a salon?? i dont know what i wanna do..ahahaha..so many ideas in my mind..wahahaha..im crazy now..ahahaha..anyway i’ll wait for your suggestions..keep safe ang God bless to all of us..

back on track

hello people! im back on track again..its been a month i guess..im so busy with my schedules..and still adjusting in my new environment..new school, new classmates, new house, new faces everything is new..and i admit that living in a different place is like living in a different world..and im still shocked with my subjects im taking up..i have MANAGEMENT, ACCOUNTING and FINANCE *shocked*..and my course is COMPUTER SCIENCE..how come that i have out of this world subjects like that..huhuhu..i really need to adjust my whole time to pass those subjects..and i hope that someone is good enough to help me or maybe tutor me..ahaha..lols..anyway need to go now..i have an assignment in acc11..ahaha..my brain is bleeding!!